my slice of bhajji...........

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Now this is like dream come true. Yes I loved it like anything. I had my feelings for it. I had my plans for it. I had everything for it except the way to get it. Let me recap those days of my passionate love towards technology.

 I first saw the computer in my school when I was in fifth standard. It was the reopening day of school and school fees were intimating to students with addition of computer fees, this excited us as if we were going to see something new. Almost everyone paid I think so and one day we were called to computer lab which is far away from our regular classrooms. It was kept far because it was the only concrete roofed rooms we had in our school. We were taken to the lab with all earlier instructions on do’s and don’ts in lab. One of those was to remove our shoes before entering in to the lab, we all did it in style as if we were going to the temple. I don’t know the logic behind it. Then entered into the lab with all expectations. It was a big dark room, from the entrance everyone were eager to see computers but there was only one computer. Monitor was like white box arranged over the CPU. We crowded around it and sir instructed to sit down and he went on explaining parts of computer and so on. I listened it a while later lost concentration and went into my dreams as usually. This continued for two months and the systems repair made us permanently to be away from computer lab.

Thereafter it took two years to see computer again it was in Nellore, here when I was paying my computer fees I felt what happened to me in earlier. But it was good the computer lab had many computers in 4:1 ratio and is fixed with air condition. Firstly I learned to switch on the computer then handling mouse and started painting something on screen. Thus it went for four good years. By the end of schooling I learned how to switch on the computer and some very basics in operating, that’s all.

In 11^th and 12^th I had never seen computer again. It happens to every student in Andhra self mounted pressure on them. After all hurdles before joining B.Pharmacy I used to go browsing centers in Srikalahasti.

Then in B.Pharm 2^nd year I had computer application and biostatistics subject for which we had university lab exam. For this we were attending computer lab, one day I experienced continous four hour browsing and this made me to think influence of internet on us. Later browsing long hours were continued quiet oftenly.

Next part of my touch towards computer was completely because of my project guide Dr. M. Alvin Jose, man who made me to sit before systems and browse daily. Anyhow I used most of my project fund for browsing and printouts. At end of the thesis Gangireddy brought his 60 GB hard disk and 512mb RAM desktop from home. For the first time in room everyone felt that we had something special with us. Then with urgency we fixed local Internet connection of unlimited usage plan. From then started the new exciting world of mine, by then I had finished my thesis collection and typing. Everyone in room were busy with their projects and I was enjoying something special in internet. It took me to the journey of blogger, twitter and most infectious thing “ FACEBOOK”.

Within this period of six months I virtually travelled different parts of world and met some exceptional brains. This made a huge mark on my thinking. Correspondingly THE HINDU too had its effect. Finally left Tiruchengode with 71.25% of marks and fear of “WHAT UP NEXT”.

Returning to home really pushed me on to the edge of fear. Everyone whom I know are well settled and had a clear stratergy for their future. Off course I know they are pretending but what can I do I am not that good actor. I started my expedition to Hyderabd where in the city of techies I learned chemistry.

By this I realized I am missing something most needed things to me i.e, GAdGETS.

          Yes I am equipped with the weapon, don’t worry I will not harm anyone. After a long time of anticipation I got a laptop in my hands nevermind whatever the pain it takes I will take to my side and make use of it. I swear.

hurdling life........

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        I am bored all these days being totally living an unrelated life. My weird feelings on different aspects for all these days:

Let me say first that tragedy saga of my awaiting results came to a good end. I am passed. I don’t have any inhibitions over my first semester results because of mind boggling 80%.  And what else to do is “   ?   ”. Any way I am not going to care.  Let us pack my college discussions for some other time.

HIGGS BOSON revelation had been officially declared and now the whole team of CERN were very relaxed. After a long suspension from God Particle we have to see where the thoughts on evolution will head. At this point of juncture I want to recall the concept of Bertrand Russell’s, who always worried about corresponding growth of knowledge and wisdom. As this big project contributed by large number of scientists and invested some huge amounts for long period of time is going to coup with the pace of losing ethics in this world.

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Rajesh Khanna, the man who ruled bollywood with his only charisma and that everlasting smile is no more today with us. He was superstar of my childhood. Those days in Chandrapur when I was seven years old my Pappa took to a public meeting in Durgapur though a bit far from our house. It was fully covered with policemen and other special security people. Suddenly a police patrol sound was heard and everyone around me were alert as if they want to see the man in car which will be passing in front of them. Then my pappa shouted “Hey.....Rajesh Khanna.........”That was the moment I saw the first superstar of BOLLYWOOD.

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After an hectic schedule

Hi…… back after a long time, actually I was not that busy these days I was totally confused with myself. Now in PRRM college completed my successfull semester days i.e, four academic months. As I did my B.Pharm in Tamilnadu totally habituated to those annual examination pattern now in Andhra it is really tough and unbearable. I just want to say that these semesters are mere makers of human machines so called Indian Talent Pool with whom we can establish a large scale industries by giving daily wages and multinational B.P.Os throwing away decent salaries (cheap insense of Westerners ). These unused brains really have a high rate in the market. I don’t understand the concept these exams   “READING & REPRODUCING” and then Leave it… … … … and settle in some unrelated jobs as decently paid jobholders.

Within this there is a purpose of living in their lives “Live for ur next Generations”. So quit the job and try your luck on foolish citizens. Cheat them, deceive them anyway you will become rich because they are in very lage numbers. The sole formula of MNC’s for capturing Indian middle class, saying “Tumhara Bharath Mahan Hain.”  with age old branded branded marks.

Sorry  totally in confusion I want to say you that Life is not a race , nothing happens you lose, you fail, you fall----------------------------------------------------------------- ……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..

Padmanabham Salla, earlier read two fictious novels each from each known languages and eight non-fiction stuff from his entire book reading interests. All these books were read based on its availability. But the only uncategorical 50 page "MAHAPRASTHANAM" was also made his account. Though not so fluent in understanding SRI SRI’s revolutionary poetry. Seen more as laziest youth, this SVCPian / 12.2% GPAT qualified is making India to sleep like never before.

               Padmanabham also reads OP-ED columns of leading English and Telugu newspapers, focusing on science and technology, national development based issues and few times Paul Krugman’s critics on United States administration.

               Padmanabham did nothing to devote his entire time to reading and make change happen in the country. He rather confused to be writer sometimes. He lives in hearts of many girls and waiting for the help of Nandan Nilekani to give Unique Identification Number to each girl.

               Still no girl dared to build any sort of relation not even ex-classmates and to have _____ ( few defining moments ).

Truly Bhagathised,

Padmanabham Salla.

sc…….ie………nc……e   I am not joking or not in any mood to kid with science. This is how I understand science, totally confused with many disconnections and unconnected dots. I am proud that I studied in convent schools went to corporate college and spent all of my father’s savings to be graduate (PHARMACIST) but still unable to find pursuit of happiness. I don’t know where I get it may be takes next ten years or more I don’t know.

            Some one said that science drives everything in this world I don’t know what science and theory lies behind my thinking. Yeah I wanted to know it.